Sigh. I've been feeling like that since yesterday. Life is really so fragile, cherish it before regretting it. First time, a strong man like him break into tears, as best friend of him, i have to control my tears and giving him my support. As we all know, it is easier to be said than done. I really feel so pain for him, i believe everyone too. I'm touch that quite a number of friends came down and some did tears. I know yy is very close to jun hao and he really make the effort to come today. Sigh. I'm speechless now. WHY man..!! Is so unfair. I hope jun hao can be strong and move on with life. Buddy forever.

Okay, 24th of January, the day of O level results is release. I re-take my english because i failed and i'm expecting at least a C6, not to my expectation, i failed again. I checked it in school and when i saw my result through online, I was like quite shocked, a D!!! WTH! Anyway i can't blame anyone other then myself, honestly i didn't really put in much effort for the papers. I helped derrick checked and he passed his english and i'm happy for him of course, I can he did put in effort to get it pass. In secondary school, we always compete with each other, especially e-math. And always he scored better in paper 1 and i scored better in paper 2. I know his result in poly is quite well, so i hope he can go UNI if possible. As for me, my results for 1st semester is like very bad and now in 2nd semester, i'm like still struggling. Is my course difficult or i'm dumb?!?! After knowing my results, i've been feeling down. Thanks darling being here for me when i need the most comfort. I know it's over, but i'm disappointed in myself. Anway, congrats for those who make it a pass in the second attempt. Especially fred, edward and zy. Derrick i congrats early in the post huh!! Haha.
Recently like very busy again, projects after projects, test after test. Up coming is ComT presentaion, Info quiz , both cbio and oc prac and cbio quiz. WHAT THE HELL... Yesterday and today i'm quite pissed off for ComT, my group say pon cbio on wed to do ComT presentation, guess what, when do i know it? Right on the day! And if i didn't ask during prac, i believe... never mind. Today should be doing ComT after school and i say go e-mart do after school, afterall, everyone do their part at home. Maybe i'm moody due to my english result, hope i didn't provoke any of my group member. I know my group wanted to get a much better grades then IAC, of course my ComT teacher is much much much better then my IAC fat cum shorty old man who is like so bais. In total 4groups, 2 got D, 1 got C and the all girl's group got B!!! No comments. Haiz.....
Suddenly feel like my post is disappointment and anger. I hope everything will be over soon. I suddenly miss my darling so much, it have been so so long since we last really spend time together. I miss her deep in my heart. Maybe because of this, sometimes i feel that i needed more.. I love her loads.!!!

I'm tired now, so i shall stop...

Okay, I'm back with my blog again. School has started and first day of school was a tiring day. One thing quite sad is that my presentation has to be redo and it has to be done by next week. Actually there's nothing mush to talk about but.... Sometimes i don't know am i a petty guy or what. Whenever that guy for no reason call my girl, i will get angry or sian. From what i heard from my girl, she also don't know for what reason he called. As for today, he call her and thinking my girl will be at home and guess what?! He say he is at my girl house's void deck, is like what the hell la. I know he's still my girl long term friend that's why i can't say much to her, but i just dislike that guy and the way he is. Sigh. I know it's not right to like that say people but.... If i indirectly hurting anyone, I'm sorry. But i feel like describing that guy leh, haha. I shall say a little okay, he is one of the most irritating fellow i ever met and he's not that tall, or i should say he is short, hair like mushroom and etc... Am i bad.? Hope not.. Hahaha. Okay, i feel better now.