I'm back with my blog again because it have been awhile that i last update my blog. It's the second week of school and i still miss my girl so much. ): My time table is quite packed and I'm not looking for every friday as I don't like the class. Sigh.. I really need more time, I'm lacking of time. How i wish i'm still in holiday so i have all the time in the world to be with the person who i really care, dotes and love.. Sometimes, missing someone too much really make me tears. There's not a day that i never miss my girl, and even though i spend the whole weekends with her, it's still not enough at all. ): Because of this, we both will get moody and.... At here, I want to apologise to girl girl, I know last night I'm very moody and we both are unhappy. Sorry girl. ): Let's spend each day happily okay?? I know it's hard, but we have to be strong. It will make our heart fonders. I just know that she's really mean so much to me.

The fear in me maybe isn't gone yet..

But the trust will always be there.....

And the journey will never comes to a end....

As I will hold your hand tight....

And walk you down that long and widden path of life....

Giving you everything that you needed and....

Not forgetting....

The only heart of mine to you.....

I LOVE YOU..

BenPet IS FOREVER....

It's already the second day of school reopen and the feeling isn't that good anymore. ): Girl girl isn't in the same class as me for this sem, and i really hope and wish she will be back with me in the same class next sem. The feeling is not good at all.! I seriously miss my girl lots lots. The whole week, we will be able to go school together is only monday and thursday and we only can meet up in school is during lectures and break time. Sigh. But what can i do?!?! The time after school is isn't enough at all. Maybe this is a test for us.. I know we both have to face obstacle and we need to get through it. But, somehow sometimes, i may not be as strong as i look, i may not be able to control as i always believe i could. Tears are accumulating, misses are all over and i don't know how long i can stand it. Each time after lesson when i saw her, i'll have the urge of walking to her and give her a warmth hug.. Sigh. ): I, as her boyfriend, I have to be strong and supporting her and... ( tears are now unable to be controlled). I miss those days when she's in the same class as me, i miss her voice in my class, i miss her shadow while walking to each tutorials and practicals, i miss her smile when we are all joking in class, i just really miss her so much that i don't know what to do.. I really do miss her alot. Today, i gave her a very true feeling kiss on her forehead, in my mind, i tell her that boy boy really miss her alot before my lips leave her forehead. How i wish the time could stop right at that moment. I miss her smile so much.. Girl, I MISS YOU.. ))))):: Maybe i couldn't be as strong as i use to be because this feeling i'm feeling right now is really making my heart hurt and it really hurts. I want to tell her that, for now, for tomorrow, for every single day in the future, I WILL HOLD YOU DAMN TIGHT AND I WON'T LET GO OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT, IS JUST BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I REALLY DO....

Sorry that my blog was so emotional, i just can't help with it..

FROM THIS MOMENT.


(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything
and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and
sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my
heart.)


From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
Is where I belong
From this moment on


From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on


I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you


From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on


You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you


From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

I'm back to update my blog. Woah, my birthday finally is over. It was a great day celebrating with my girl, thanks darling (: . Darling came to my house in the morning and gave me my present. I love the jacket very much. After that we headed down to town, we started from fart east then walked to wisma atria. At the start we intended to have vi'llage for our dinner, but we both felt hungry and decided to have sushi instead. So coincidence that i saw dong mei at cenileisure and guess what, she don't know it was my birthday, haha. We slowly enjoy our sushi for hours and the time spent with her was really great. Finished eating, we dropped by hereen before going to paragon to take a look. So lucky that girl found the num she eyed on since last time, she was so pro, she immediately bought it without much consideration. Haha!! Opps! Now, she's so happy that she finally had num sandals. At paragon, we went to toy's'rus to have fun, Opps. As our legs get tired, we sat down in front of a playground in paragon and watched those small kids play. Soon, we met up with Eileen and her friends at hereen again as she needed our NP student card for a discount. As the night comes, we headed to marina first to buy a small cake and mac and headed over to esplanade roof Terence. This was the first time we went up and it was quite a quiet place and we saw many couples kissing and hugging and of course we...... hahahaha... Opps! We had our mac of course. HAHA.. The finale was that mini cake, girl girl sang birthday song for me, I was so happy that girl sang for me. And not forgetting, i sang her birthday song too as for her belated one. Had our cake, sat down, those sweet talks, words from the bottom of our hearts and once again the moment of warmth hugs, reminds us how everything get started. How I wish the time could stop at that moment so i can hug her in my arms for the rest of my life. After some time, we decided to go home, we took 700A back. We chatted alot alot in the bus which made us forget our tiredness. Overall, I did really enjoy to my fullest for my birthday and honestly saying, I'm very fortunate to have her by my side. It was a memorable and fantastic day for the both of us. Once again, THANKS DARLING FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, I APPRECIATE IT AND ALL I CAN SAY IS, IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING. I LOVE YOU, GIRL. (:

It's been ages then i update my blog, opps.! But I'm fortunate to have my girl to update for me. Time really flies, my holiday is coming to a end. At the start of the holiday, i was thinking what i shall do to pass my close to 2months of holiday, now, I'm thinking what i haven't do before i starts school. This holiday can be my lucky holiday as it come right on time, I can spend more time with her. I left one more week before starting school, and of course not forgetting my birthday is also coming, haha. Somehow, i hope that from this year on, every of my brithday can be a meaningfull and happy day. Recently i've just celebrate our 2nd month anniversary, and i know our dinner is super full.! We ate swensens and we order 2side dishes, one pasta and one main course and a total of less then $20, haha.! After that we went to have Andersons' ice-cream. one cone with one scoop and a total of $4.50, quite expensive. Today, sigh, is so boring.. I slack the whole day and tomorrow will be another day of slacking. Hope there's something to write for my brithday huh, i mean good thing. haha.!

UPDATE LA ! YOUR BLOG IS SO SO SO DEAD ! SO I'M THAT KIND ENOUGH TO UPDATE ON YOUR BEHALF. (:

A great day yesterday with my love & Derrick. The 3 of us had a wonderful day at Sentosa, tanning (: However, I had to wake up super duper early to meet the 2 guys, deprived me from my beauty sleep ! Oops ! Went down to Vivo City but most of the shops weren't opened yet so we went up to the Sky Park to sit. Talked, joked around there, and something funny happened. Shall not write what happened down here, only 2 of us know about it. Haha. So after getting all the things we need, off to Sentosa ! We spent the whole afternoon there, enjoying ourselves. Bathed at about 3 plus & back to Vivo for late lunch then home sweet home. What a tiring yet enjoyable day !

And I'm signing off now. ((: